Lithium

“I’m so happy cause today
Ive found my friends”

“They’re in my head.
Sunday morning is everyday for all I care.
And I’m not scared”

So I’ve been composing blog posts in my head lately, again actually. I love it but it’s so frustrating to come up with such great posts only to have the dissapear by the time I’m in front of my computer, (or out of the shower honestly) I really want this to change. I love writing here. It makes me happy to be able to share parts of my life with people, even if no one really reads this.

I’ve been thinking a lot about the 90′s lately, (listening to a lot of nirvana if you can’t tell by the post title) I don’t feel like they were that long ago… The I was reminded that it’s been 10 years since the end of the 90′s… It doesn’t seem that long ago, it seems like 5 years maybe? But 10, I was 24 and I really have no idea what I was doing then… Temping, making friends that were older than me, spending time with men that I wasn’t super interested in. Spending most of my time with my best friend at the time that was a guy, starting to get back together with my ex. It seems so weird to think of how YOUNG I was 10 years ago. part of me feels like I should have been more where I am now then… But I can’t be sure of that. I do like who I am now, I didn’t like myself so much then. I was terribly unbalanced and not fun to be around much of the time I’m sure. The more I think of who I was at 24 the less I like me. I am a lot cooler today than I ever was then…

Anyway, this got away from me, the point is I have a lot of great posts in my head, I just need to get them out. I will, I promise, I just need a better memory reminder, the one I’m using now isn’t working!